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I needs U.

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 12:06 PM

Mood: Miserable
Listening to: This One By; Utada Hikaru

Will U be here when I cry alone?

I don't want U found me when I cry alone..
I want U are happy. If U really mean that what you said to me once, that U really need me and love and.. so, if U found the truth, that will hurt U.. I don't want it!
I'll always cry alone. I don't want U are worrying about me. Then U'll think it and i don't maybe see your beautiful face when U smile so ingenuously again.
I love U.
But I'm so mulish! I want that U are mine! I want everybody, somebody loves me, needs me..
I want to know that i'm not living this life for nothing.. Everyone want, right?
If U will someday.. found me when i cry. I don't know what i want U to do then, maybe that U will hug me, if so, that will be so warm and wondeful feeling, but if so, then U.. feel pain.. 'cause of me.
I don't want it!
I'm so mulish! I want U belong only to me. I will be so damn jealous if somebody touch U or speak to U, even look at U!
But.. i have some persons who i want to be happy to, if anyone of them look at U, speak to U or touch U, it will be okay.. it's hard, but it's okay, if U, my best friends my sisters and brothers will be happy, then it's okay, 'cause i love U.

I want even somebody come and hug me, it's not matter for what, but i want U hug me! I need love... damn, i'm so stupid.
I once heard U crying. But i don't know what i have to do, what i can do for U. If i come and hug U, will U be the same feeling.. no.., the same pain, that i'll have if somebody feel pain 'cause of me!? Feel that everything it's your fault..?
Tell me if U want i come and hug U! But i have to realize that my own? Right.
It's hard if somebody is that stupid, that U have to tell her to "come and comfort me".

I try to be angel.. I try to be someone who i'm not! Someone i don't even know.
I know some pains in this world, but not them all, not really!
And i don't want to know them even, but i want to unterstand people and help them. If i'll... then...

I JUST WANT U GAYS KNOW I REALLY LOVE U!!! <333

Please~
Sry for my bad english, but i hope U know what i'm trying to say to U <3

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~Everybody call me;GRAZYMANGAOTAKU >8D or just Ooki C;
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My best friends in DA and rl

And i think there is one more, but she don't tell me she's nickname here! >8o

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Favourite band or musician: KAT-TUN, Linkin Park, Utada Hikaru, Kokia, Minuki Shimokawa
Favourite genre of music: Jpop, Jrock
Favourite artist: Mee~ of course ;------D [Like a hell i'm.. -3-]
Favourite game: nothing.. -3-

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*oOnyaOo 1 day 20 hours ago

Mn!! Cute gallery! Ima have to stalk...er...I mean, watch you now~

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*Quiss Nov 10, 2009, 9:57:34 AM

_{THX for the +Watch!}

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Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
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5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away

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